May 10, 2007
~ Randomly...
I especially like the kind of feeling when I realised I just missed that station where she used to be waiting for my train to arrive, when we meet on the train. I especially like it when I looked up from the book that I was so engrossed in and realised the yellow walled station has passed.
I especially like the kind of feeling when I did something we used to do, or passed some place that used to be our haunt and I didn't realise it was something we used to do, or some place that used to be our haunt.
There are things that I could put down, put behind, whatever. But, not that last email. Not that email. That denied everything. Even before I could get down to packing them away.
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There is this cat who found this very comfortable bed out of a plastic bench at a void deck near my place. I am assuming it to be a 'her'.
Every morning, when I pass the void deck to go to the bus stop, she would be asleep. Every evening, when I pass the void deck to come back home, she would, still, be asleep. Usually, the same bench. But, in different sleep positions.
I once took a mms picture of her sleeping, all stretched out, on the bench. She was so very deep in her slumber. She always looks totally relaxed, as if she already knew how meaningless and boring life can get, especially for a cat who need not prey for mice, need not bring the dough home, and need not anything.
Everytime I passed by her, I would want to be just like her. I would want to just keep sleeping. For what use is there for being awake? As if, the world can keep on spinning and spinning and I can't care less.
I like this cat.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 00:08